I have the fear.
I fear my new forum will be a total failure and I will look like an idiot. Never mind that what I earned yesterday is more than it earns in a month. This is personal. It makes a difference.
I fear that people will stop coming to this blog. Even though I never thought they would to start with. But now they do. This is personal.
I fear that I will be exposed as nothing more than some Dude who now and then writes something that may or may not be useful. This is true as well, which makes it worse.
I fear that my earnings will plummet and I will have to start over again.
I fear Google and their algorithms.
I fear that my new projects will never work out.
I fear Build My Rank will close tomorrow.
I fear that all the work I put in to the Pond to get it going will be for nothing and those that said they would sign-up won’t. Which is pretty much the case so far.
But then I think
Who really cares.
It’s just an insignificant part of the Internet that a few peeps come to now and then.
If it all goes pear shaped at least I gave it a go.
At least I tried something different.
At least I have made enough money to transform my life for ever whatever happens. Through hard work, an attempt to get away from poverty and faith that if I made a dollar online I could make 2.
At least I didn’t stop working and stay happy with a grand or two a month.
At least I gave it my all.
Mostly I fear that I may never have fear and I would never do anything that made me uncomfortable.
What makes you get the FEAR? Is it stopping you from trying new things?
Or is it just me?
Or do you have too much fear to leave a comment? It is hard making yourself known to your peers, it just feels so damn personal.